I guess the question is…am I really proud to be a geek?

And I guess the answer is no.  Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy being a geek.  For the most part I like who I am in general, although I definitely need to work out organisation and general tidying skills! 🙂 (and it has to be said, I’ve liked myself a lot better since I worked out how to get my weight down), but I’ve never been able to feel connected to people.  I’m always slightly aloof, and I don’t want to be, but I always seem to be on a slightly different wavelength to everyone else.

I wouldn’t mind that if it didn’t turn me into a curiosity; a thing to be remarked at.

I dunno, maybe I’m just not cut out for socialism…

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